One in a million

I just feel sad.

I know nothing.
I own nothing.
I am nothing.

I have always tried to be good at someting,
but I am not capable of anything,
and I have ruined everything.

I just feel bad.

一年啦
上年呢個時候我應該係度嗌生嗌死咁做緊PA PASTPAPER
一年啦
時候真係過得好快, 我第一年GE大學生活就完啦, FINAL 5月8日就已經考完

其實到而家都仲係好冇真實感, 完全唔覺得自己係一個大學生
功課由細做到就黎廿歲都仲做緊, 比以前更怕遲交, 更加唔夠膽唔交
考試由細考到就黎廿歲都仲要考, 永遠都係臨急抱佛腳, 一D進步都冇
上莊其實同以前GE 課外活動有咩分別? 我想話我支莊D人比我以前ENG SO ge人冇用得多
哇, 大學生活好負面呀

除左住宿同走堂, 加不停咁寫ESSAY同INTERVIEW, 我唔知我EXPERIENCE到D咩
我想像中GE大學生活唔係咁GA, 應該係唔駛做功課, 唔駛考試, 但學到好多野, 好開心
但我真唔覺得有幾ENJOYABLE...

趕PAPER GE晚上係燥底D GA LA....

我想用不著多久, 我就會死掉。

I love eating.
I love surfing on the internet.
I love sleeping and lying down all day long.
I love singing.
I love writing.
I love using computer on my bed.
I love talking to my beloved friends.
I love daydreaming.

I hate essays.
I hate reading literature "critically".
I hate wasting time.
I hate people who break promises a lot, even a very very small promise like having dinner tgt.
I hate listening to people with a loud voice.
I hate socializing with people I dont really want to know.
I hate being disappointed.
I hate being in a bad mood.

I am in a bad mood.

錢!錢!錢!錢!

雖然啱啱先呻完生活好枯燥，但係為左暑假有錢做我想做嘅野，幾辛苦都要補多D習先得!!
為左夢想，加油呀周婷婷!!!

我想快樂多一點。

現在的生活是很充實沒錯，但我覺得心靈很空虛。
功課，reading，midterm，補習，莊務，樣樣都壓得我透不過氣來。
結果，每天都不快樂，得找食物和睡覺來發洩。
昨晚一睡就睡了十四個小時，醒了又得後悔自己浪費了一天，是做什麼都不順意。
不是沒有自己的時間，但我想無憂無慮地過生活。
我想多看兩場電影，去唱卡拉ok，多與親愛的朋友見面，而不是每天都對著書本無病呻吟。

好辛苦。